[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Monday, February 18, 2013

[[wishing myself sick... or not?]]

i was really really happy for a short while today, say abt, half an hour? today, i left work w/o my laptop while it was still bright.. oh, and today shld be the 1st time this year tt i left from my office to take the bus home, if my memories din fail me.. think the last time i walked from my office to the bus-stop was prob dec last yr, before i went to china.. =.=

yep, tt's how busy i've been.. ever since i came back from china, it seems like tt i'm always going out to client's place.. if i ever did went back office, it was always to work late then my dad would come fetch me.. so i nv really got the chance to walk from the office to take the bus home..

nv thought these simple things would make me so happy: taking bus home, bright skies, no laptop... i was actually still considering if i shld bring the laptop home today.. felt kinda weird not lugging the laptop ard when i've been lugging it ard for months.. felt guilty and had a feeling tt i was slacking when i stuffed the laptop in my locker too.. but my colleague told me work is never ending, and we all need a break.. i juz have a hunch tt things will start getting busy, chaotic and stressful again, so i better have a gd night rest tonight..

2 of my colleagues on mc today.. which makes me wonder.. how unwell do i have to be to really take a mc?

after coming back from china, it seems that i've developed a phobia of the cold, feeling cold even with the fan off quite frequently.. but again, it was the rainy season when i came back.. so it might be juz the weather.. ard cny period, i started to have bouts of dizziness, even when seated..

i used to be proud of my ability to be kinda immune to illnesses.. think i only get sick seriously like fever once a year.. flu and cough those kind hardly, but well, prob also abt once a year ba.. but now, as with my previous post, i find myself wishing that i'm sick rather frequently..

unfortunately, it seems that i'll be remaining quite healthy, with tints of lethargy...

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]] *|22:49|