[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Friday, June 22, 2012

[[coming to an end, the start of a new beginning]]

finished reading tsubasa the manga, like finally, haha... the last few chapters, when everything was revealed, was juz so sad~~~ T_T and i finally understood how the whole paradox came about and everything made sense le.. but, knowing the truth hurts a lot... reading the last few chapters, i realised why i had like the manga..

well, partly it was cuz of those phrases that appeared on the covers of the manga, conveying syaoran's desires to protect sakura.. but it was also because u really do learn things from the manga... like the clone syaoran/real syaoran's father told him: "Do not lose sight of your own wish, and if you truly mean to grant it, then choose, no matter how painful that choice may end up being."

for the characters themselves, it is indeed very painful cuz they really went thru a lot... but it applies to our normal daily lives too isn't it?

i think i was really attached to the clones... i know the originals went thru a lot, but i guess i felt more for the clones since the readers saw more of them.. i cried when i saw the clones getting to meet up again in their new lives, but they had to separate again... i rmb the shock when i found out the syaoran i liked was a clone.. for a short (and really short) while i couldn't accept the real syaoran.. but aft some time, i realised that he's still syaoran, so i accepted him, haha.. watching sakura push him aside, i really felt sad for him...

and on a side note, is it some kinda fate that i get damn attached to certain songs when reading stuff related to syaoran and sakura? i rmb back in sec sch? i was reading a certain ccs fanfic, and m2m's "the day you went away" became like, the theme song for tt fanfic.. ever since then, the events that happened in the fanfic comes to mind whenever i hear the song.. and of cuz, the feelings i had felt then surfaces too.. the same for this tsubasa manga too.. think i found a song tt's getting attached to the manga.. LOL

well, at least i've managed to cleared off one of the many things on my to-do list aft exams... now the main thing i have to worry abt is finding a suitable job...

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]] *|14:29|