[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Thursday, May 03, 2012

[[argh~!!!]]

i though i was determined when i made the decision to go for what i really want in life, which is to go for jap lessons after finding work.. thus i made the decision to not go the icpas route, and juz stay with the acca route.. because if i went with icpas, it would mean more classes, more exams, which ultimately means dragging my decision to take jap lessons.. but... in reality, looking at life realistically, i'm really better off joining the icpas route, simply because i stay in singapore.. most of the companies would want their employees to be familiar with singapore standards, so if i dun go icpas route, i would be at an disadvantage..

but i keep wavering when i find that the people ard me are sticking to the icpas route.. why am i not brave, not stubborn, not firm enough in my decision? i have told myself many times that i dun have to follow what other people do or chooses.. that's their life, i have my own life.. but in the end, i couldn't convince myself, and i keep getting swayed by others' decisions.. and so~ it's at this time that i refer to the my favourite reliable horoscope app!!

"The sculpture of David, which was carved by Michelangelo in the 1500s, is considered by many to be the picture of perfection. But no matter how beautiful you consider the statue to be, it may not represent your personal ideal of beauty. The same could be said for almost any work of art in the world. Right now, Leo, someone you care about is intrigued or mesmerized by someone or something - but you can't seem to understand the attraction. That's okay. As long as you support your loved one, and you're happy for him or her, that will be enough."

hmm, putting aside the later half of the paragraph which is kinda irrelevant, juz the 1st part is telling me not to follow others alr isn't it? icpas route may seem the best way, but it's not what i want.. or rather, i do want it, but that's partly cuz of the pressures from society.., but anw, it's like "personal ideal of beauty" would be me wanting to go study jap, but everybody prob thinks icpas route is the way to go...

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]] *|23:21|