[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Monday, January 09, 2012

[[*sigh*]]

somehow, it's like i'm losing focus all over again.. i once said, i want to find work and study P7 online, and find time to revise jap and go for lessons... but now, the only thing tt i've fulfilled is only studying P7..

i was hoping to find work with the list of approved employers, so i can answering the qns for the performance objectives.. but i guess it's quite impossible.. my grades are not good enough for the good and big companies to want me.. i guess i'm juz meant to do things the slow way..

come to think of it, i was nv a high-flyer, neither was i the type who was particularly outstanding in any area, what ever gave me the idea that i would be able to get into a good company and fulfill the performance objectives the quick way?

guess i shld change direction, and juz find a qualified firm to work in, regardless of whether i can skip the questions required for the performance objectives ba..

the accurate horoscope app ah, it said to follow my heart.. but my heart's being pulled in 2 directions.. if possible, i really do want to find approved firm.. but i dun want to wait too long to find a job too.. i want a job asap, which means i prob have higher chance if i also try the smaller firms..

maybe i shldn't be too fixated on finding the position of an auditor too.. =x

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]] *|11:40|