[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Friday, April 15, 2011

[[dilemma]]

wondering if i should apply for internship for the next semester of sch.. tt time i'll prob be damn busy - working in the day, studying in the night.. though of cuz i'll take a lighter load.. maybe just 2 modules.. but if i take on internship, it'll prob start in july? and my exams end mid june.. then i only have 2 wks to truly relax and enjoy before i start work... tt is, of cuz, if i do get an internship la..

when i think abt all the seiyuus working hard at their dreams to finally reach where they are now, i feel like i shld do the same too.. but i have 2 dreams? haha..

dream number 1: well, if i don't work, and take on 2 modules, i'll definitely be able to slot in some time for my own self-study of jap.. i kept saying tt aft graduating from uni, i'll finally have the time to learn jap, but obviously tt isn't going well.. esp since now i'm back to studying again.. =.= why on earth did i choose to return to this nightmare so soon.. but again, muz take the chance tt i'm still "young" and can absorb stuff i guess..

dream number 2: doing the internship, of cuz, is juz to beautify my horrible looking resume.. since i'm alr this deep into the "accountancy route" i shld juz work hard and try to get good results and make my resume as "beautiful" as possible.. so i shld apply for internship and get more experience too.. this is another "dream" too...

so what shld i do? oh yeah one last dream: do nothing.. enjoy my 2 wk break aft exams, take on full time lessons again the nxt sem.. i'm really tired from taking on 4 modules this time...

which dream shld i choose?

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