why do ppl have to hurt one another, even if it's unintentionally... i try to avoid hurting ppl, to the extent where i hide my true feelings.. perhaps it's wrong? ppl always wish others to be true to themselves after all...sometimes i wish i didn't exist, then i wouldn't have to feel all these hurt.. but if i didn't exist, i wouldn't have gotten to know the friends i know now, the nice music and voices i've heard, and i wouldn't have known the beautiful bonds of ppl..i think i get hurt easily cuz i still have a very... fairytale-like way of thinking.. it's hard to describe, but i juz think "everything will be fine, things will go well, everything will be alright" in the end, which is not always the case.. reality is not like tt..every time i think of changing myself so tt i dun get hurt easily, it is always the same grp of ppl who come to my mind and change my mindset.. ironically, it is always the strangers who give me strength...guess i shld juz try to study hard and try to get a good job.. after all, ultimately, in the end, the only thing one can depend on and trust is yourself.. maybe it's time to wake up to reality, and let fairytales remain fairytales..
welcome to this blog, from singapore..
about me:
- born year of dragon
- used to play piano and guzheng
- trying to learn japanese language
interests:
- listening to music
- watching anime
- reading manga
- chasing after seiyuus (haha)
[[My History]]
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Fiona|
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Li Juan|
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