[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

[[T_T]]

life is so complicated and cruel... hate writing the resume and stuff.. so many things to worry abt.. always haf to gif an image.. why can't life be simpler and juz be urself.. why muz we always gif an image at work... can't i say the truth?

recently have been thinking wad kind of a person i am... guess i'm quite a prudent (meant to be accountant? LOL) person.. i take a lot of things into consideration... like taking buses i take in traffic jam (if taking in the evening), in case juz miss the bus etc.. so i norm end up reaching quite early or on time.. in terms of writing resume, i dun tink i'm fully graduated till my final year results are out.. my dad tinks i shld be confident and say tt i graduated alr.. i take 12 modules, and uol passes u as long as u pass at least 10.. so say even if u fail 2, they'll still graduate u..

for the past 2 yrs, i nv failed a single module (though all barely juz scraped thru).. so if i pass 2 out of my 4 awaiting results i'll pass alr.. well.. chances of me passing at least 2 out of those 4 modules are... uncertain.. i really can't say i'm confident tt i'll surely pass at least 2 modules..

sometimes i think i'm too nice or considerate to others.. i dun mean to compliment myself, but my thoughts and decisions do get influenced by ppl ard me.. like when working at the restaurant last time, i had offers for an office job ($5.50/hr, compared to the long hours and measly pay of $5/hr).. i was considering telling the boss tt i wanted to quit.. but she had trouble wif the kitchen staff at tt time, and i didn't want to gif her any more trouble.. i mean, if the kitchen staff and cashier leave, she'd really be quite in a pinch.. so i stayed... though i guess even if i leave my current company, they won't really be in a pinch.. or at least their situation won't be tt bad la.. haha..

it was raining dis morning... and i really missed slping in late and lying in bed... makes me really really sad to think tt i won't really be able to do tt for the nxt few decades.. i wouldn't mind slping in eternity though.. muz be nice....

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]] *|23:25|