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Tuesday, July 06, 2010

[[haix~~~]]

1st day of work - sat - 12.40pm - still okay
2nd day of work - mon - 7.00pm - hmm.. i guess it's still okay~
3rd day of work - tues - 8.00pm - IT'S NOT OKAY!!!

haix~ actually it's kindaaa okay to me, since i know permanent job means more responsibilities, and prob will haf to stay late.. to me it's not okay since my pay's kinda low, and there's no ot pay also.. so a bit unwilling to stay until tt late.. and i'm still not sure whether my official office hour is till 6 or 6.30.. haha..

my parents are too protective.. when they learn tt i'm still in office at 6.30 then they come and fetch me..... and end up waiting for me till i leave.. T_T esp today.. yest was fine since they prob left at 6.30, by the time they reach also kinda near 7 liao.. but today was really... late, and i made them miss their 7 o'clock show.. my mum said she waited until angry and wanted to juz charge into the office.. then on the way back they kept saying how the company's bullying the newbie, no ot pay, and they dun like environment too.. i haf to walk out a small stretch to the nearest bus-stop, and it's kinda inside a neighbourhood, surrounded by flats.. so really quite remote, it's rare to see ppl walking ard.. as usual my dad's protectiveness acted up, saying the bus-stop very 偏僻.. there wasn't anybody at the bus-stop at 8, and not much lights ard except for the lights of the bus-stop.. so he was saying a truck can juz come by and push me in w/o anybody knowing or able to help me..

my dad was telling me to leave latest by 6.45 or 7.. he wants me to tell the ppl (if they gif me any more work) tt my parents dun let me go home too late (which is true anw, juz... the timing's kinda wrong), say the area ard the bus stop is dark any later than 7 and i'm scared of the dark (true, but i'm not gonna tell tt to my colleagues)..

well, i'm not very happy working there also.. the ppl there juz enter, work work work and leave.. i dun really see much interaction among the staff except for work stuff.. i can understand tt it's a workplace, so of cuz talk abt work la.. but i dun see them asking each other like going where for lunch ah.. seems like they juz go for lunch themselves.. O.O i dun wanna work in a place like tt!!! i want to haf a work environment like the seiyuus! even at work, they can make real frens and haf fun outside work.. the co is quite small too.. my table, then my chair then immediately behind me is another row of tables liao.. one row is 4 ppl, and since i'm sitting nearer to the wall, i haf to stand behind my chair and be a very polite crab.. *walk sidewards and keep saying excuse me* and the person giving way to me still haf to shift inwards then i got space to walk sidewards.. =( i really dun mind a small company, but at least gif me space like a normal person shld haf!

hmm~ if i really do quit, it'll be mostly i dun want my parents to worry.. if it's always gonna be dis late, then they'll be worrying abt me walking in darkness to the empty bus-stop every time.. but i'm unwilling to quit so fast also.. i haven't even worked long! i want to at least get my full month's pay to replenish my a/c since i spent $100 on office clothes!! though my dad was saying if really every time work until dis late, i shld quit aft one or 2 months.. cuz he din like the environment, and he didn't like tt the company was small too.. not to mention the long working hours...

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