[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Saturday, April 17, 2010

[[yay~]]

yay~ my busy wk is finally over, and now i can pia the stuff i shld be pia-ing.. and the new monitor's coming on monday too~ it's a 20-inch one since they said they dun haf our 19-inch one alr.. 20-inch~ to surf net, play games, watch videos~ *_*

i tink i finally figured out why i haf a multi-personality now, why i become a different person in front of different ppl.. it might be juz part of a process called growing up.. losing my innocence (if i had any in the 1st place) as i grow up, becoming wary of ppl i juz got to know.. but when we interact i kinda forgot how my attitude shld be and i revert back to how i was when i was younger, or maybe i juz got engrossed and became my true self.. hmm.. suddenly i haf so many sides to me tt i wonder which is the real me.. or is the multi-personality me the real me..

i really wish i could return to when life was so much more simpler, like in pri sch.. tink tt's why i still love digimon (it's been 11 yrs~) and watch anime.. they help me recover a part of me tt's lost, and i can still return to the past to be the once-innocent and free of worries me again temporarily.. looking back now, i was always so engrossed in watching anime tt i forget abt the reality.. maybe tt's why i like seiyuus.. they're doing smthg they like, and when i watch those back-stage or recording sessions videos, they seem to be enjoying themselves.. it's like they're working, but they are still having fun working, yet managing to stay true to themselves..

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]] *|19:50|