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Friday, April 02, 2010

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went to nus last thurs to see the tour booths, and ate at bk once again.. tink the last time i ate at bk was jc? haha.. hmm.. for some reason i enjoyed the talk we had during lunch tt day, despite the topic was on how weird i am.. haha.. and talked abt... him, even though it was juz a short while.. haven really, thought abt him in ages, and as we were talking abt him, many nostalgic memories and feelings came rushing back, and all of a sudden i missed him so much...

then a few days ago i found a vid which kinda... resonates my feelings? haha.. i esp love the parts where the lyrics say "I'm sure you understand me better than anyone else" and "your mere existence makes my heart feel complete" and then i totally teared up at the bridge at 03:41 when the gun appeared.. well, partly the music matched too la.. but i really like dis song.. since 2003 it appeared in mvp valentine.. took me ages to find this song since it wasn't included in the ost.. then later at 05:51 u actually see the guy crying so sadly.. honestly i was kinda... shocked when i saw it, since nv see any ff guy cry until like tt.. somehow all the ff guys seem strong i guess.. as i watched it a second time, i realised at 05:30 where he hugged the girl, turned transparent and walked thru her, he had such a pained expression and tt determination... then i feel so 心疼 for him!!! T_T

hmm.. let's juz say up till now i'm still depending on my ex-bf.. he was the 1st one to come to my mind when i was at a loss last yr.. and so... watching tt vid reminded me of another ff vid tt my cousin showed me, which i like a lot.. i was so absorbed abt the vid tt i didn't care i was in front of my cousins and was juz crying and wailing out loud.. haha.. hmm.. the choice of music was sad in the 1st place i guess.. they used the titanic theme song.. the 1st time i watched titanic fully, i cried for ages, those kind keep sobbing non-stop kind.. i was still crying when we went to bed.. lol..

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