[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

[[mixed feelings]]

whee~~ ordered super show dvd wif subs, and sjm's new mini-album online, and seems like the person sent out the order alr.. yay!!! looking forward to getting the album and listening to blue tomorrow.. dunno it's blue tomorrow or until tomorrow (direct translation from chi title) though.. haha.. oh well.. hope it comes soon!!! *_*

kangin got into some trouble a few days ago.. fighting at some pub.. though it's been proven tt he's innocent.. well, not exactly innocent.. he did fight, but it was shown thru the cctv video tt he tried not to fight back.. so it's considered as self-defense? i was really worried earlier.. wad's wif all the problems wif boy-bands in korea? 1st dbsk lawsuit, 2nd 2pm leader, and now sj kangin? though kangin's matter is settled now.. but i heard he was dropped from some activities.. he must have been really stressed out by the whole thing, he even cried in ss2 in hk.. i had said tt i trusted him, if he did fight, he must have a very good reason to fight back.. kangin may be noisy and violent, but tt's cuz he's close wif the grp, tt's why he can be violent to them.. he's actually a very nice guy, and prob quite a sensible one too.. this i can fully put my trust tt he's such a person.. he's not someone who would anyhow throw punches at ppl.. yet when i read the news abt the cctv findings, i found myself fearing wad i would read.. would it say tt he started the fight? would it say tt he was found guilty thru the cctv recording? all these thoughts ran thru my mind as i read line by line thru the article..

does tt fear represent my doubt in him? i had said tt i trusted him.. perhaps i was wrong.. maybe my trust in him wasn't tt deeply-rooted after all...

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]] *|10:31|