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Wednesday, July 08, 2009

[[haix...]]

i kept asking my dad if i can get a proper shelf.. he juz... kept avoiding the qn.. like retort back "dun u haf one alr".. i do haf one, the one wif big gaps, meant for tid-bits, and one tt i haf to lay the things down horizontally rather than vertically.. wad kind of shelf is tt..

the desk in my room, is actually a computer table.. i do haf a actual desk, but it's left outside my room.. cuz aft moving in my sis's table, we realised tt the room had no more space to put in my table alr.. so the final decision was to leave my table outside the room, and move in the computer table as my table.. i'm fine wif it actually.. but it's getting crowded on the table, and i really want to haf a more table-like table, and a more shelf-like shelf.. i actually juz want a desk wif a drawer, beside me in my room, not outside my room.. but because of the dimensions of the computer table, i haf to take in a lot of considerations if i want to look for another table tt has a drawer.. the desks u see outside tt has a drawer are normally quite long..

sometimes i wonder if i shld juz make my bro's room into my own room.. but why should i always be the one giving in... since young, i'm always the one giving in.. whenever we get the same items, my belongings are always the one being marked wif green tape, marker etc.. i really dun understand why ppl say those wif siblings will be able to share, and those only children tend to be selfish.. seriously it's the opposite.. those who are an only child in the family, would probably feel lonely, want friends, and thus would be more willing to share wad.. those who haf to share (like me) would hate to share (imagine siblings always fighting over something) and would love to haf something tt they can call "MINE".. though it's true tt the computer table, tt awful shelf i haf are mine la.. i tink wad i really want is to juz really haf the choice to choose the kind of furniture and arrange things the way i want..

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