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Saturday, July 04, 2009

[[focus!!!]]

i was getting side-tracked from studying my foreign languages.. haha.. but after watching the one and half hour fanvid of super junior, i feel tt i'm getting my motivation back again.. they went thru so much.. suddenly, i feel tt my life shldn't be juz like this.. there shld be more things tt i can do.. so the things i really want to do are: 1. getting my ears pierced, 2. get a proper shelf, re-arrange my room and things to the way i've always wanted, 3. study my foreign languages, 4. a full-body checkup.

my room has 3 wardrobes, 3 tables, and 2 beds.. oh and one drawer.. yet... all my drawers, bks and everything are in another room.. cuz tt room used to be my parent's room, so their wardrobes are in there.. when they changed rooms they din bother to move the wardrobes.. when i was in sec sch, every time i tell my dad i need or want a shelf to put my bks and stuff, he always gif me a shelf tt was used to put tid-bits (since he opens a provision shop, so got tons of those kind of shelves).. those kind of shelves are like... grilled... wif big holes... how to put stuff.. i wanted to stack my stuff up like vertically, but cuz of those big holes i can only put them flat down.. can't utilise the space properly.. when i was sec 3, i started saying i wanted to move out and live on my own (or wif frens) when the age comes.. my parents tot i was like getting wild and crazy, but actually, i wanted to move out so i can arrange my room the way i want it to be.. i actually haf a lot of ideas on how i want my room/ house to be like.. but cuz a lot of reasons i am unable to do so.. if i move out, i can finally decorate my room the way i want it to be.. now tt i'm older.. i hope i can persuade my dad to let me get a proper shelf.. i dun mind if the shelf is in another room.. i really want to get down to having a proper shelf, and juz..... really springclean my stuff.. i know i haf a lot useless stuff lying ard..

piercing my ears... i've always wanted to do it since sec 3 la.. haha.. juz tt my dad always din allow.. it's a once in a lifetime exp wad.. having holes on ur body.. =) now tt i'm turning 21 soon, i can do a lot of things, even if my dad doesn't allow.. i was planning to pierce my ears on my 21st birthday, cuz tt's when i can go ahead wif it even if my dad doesn't allow.. but he said: now h1n1, cannot pierce.. safer to pierce aft h1n1 is over.. =.= wadeva lor.. i'm going against him liao, guess i'll juz make him happy by piercing my ears when h1n1 is over.. =x

would i suddenly seem rebellious? like... suddenly i feel like my life's undergoing a huge change..

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