[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Monday, April 06, 2009

[[what on earth...]]

what on earth am i doing? this qn has been revolving in my mind since yest.. taking a break to clear my mind, i realised tt there are many ppl ard me wif successful achievements when they're abt the same age as me, some even younger than me.. some of these ppl are Irino Miyu, edward, bai xu xu, max etc.. okay, bai xu xu is a bit... out of the range since he's abt 8 years older, but still, he has achieved much in his life.. he's not TT old either.. haha.. edward too, being 5 years older, has like a proper degree, and now doing well in his entertainment career.. Miyu mah~ he has received quite a lot of roles this anime season, so i guess he's doing quite well in his career too.. though i dunno how his studies are going la.. well, he shld still be continuing it ba i guess.. haha.. max, is really one guy i admire.. he came out into the entertainment ring when he was like, 15 or 16? he's doing well in both korea and japan, and prob china and thailand (since they haf concerts there).. his studies shld be going on smoothly since i heard he got into korea's best university too..

meanwhile take a look at me.. i'm here struggling wif my studies.. i'm not even sure if this is what i really want to do.. what on earth am i doing wif my life? maybe i'm not an earthling, i'm an alien! tt's why i'm not doing much wif my life on earth.. like, can't stretch out my potential? haha.. as kim and i were chatting last time, we concluded tt maybe i'm an alien.. =D maybe i'm not really not meant to live in this world.. this busy, stressful world, where competition is so strong and harsh..

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]] *|20:04|