[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Friday, March 27, 2009

[[i'm sorry...]]

my bag is gonna be in use again from tmr onwards..

i'm sorry, i shld haf let u rest for a longer time.. u only rested for 3 days, and i'm pulling u out to help me again.. i shldn't be doing tt, u still need ur rest.. but i really need u.. if it's anybody's fault, it's my fault for being stingy, and didn't buy much bags.. tt's why i haf such a narrow range of choice of bags to use when u're down.. i'm sorry, but dun worry, i won't let u be too tired, i'll take even greater care of u..

i said all this to him while hugging him.. haha.. oh no~ i tink i'm really going mad.. but hey, i'm really serious abt it lor.. i'm serious abt feeling bad for not letting him rest for a longer time.. i was thinking of letting him at least rest one wk.. but dis wk is one of the busiest wk i haf (though dis wk is almost over alr).. nvm~ i haf the whole of nxt wk off!!! during tt wk, i'll be free and spend time wif u while u rest!!! honestly, since tuesday night he got "hospitalised," everyday i went home to see him lying on my chair, and then i realised it's late at night when i saw him (one whole day nv see him), i really felt bad for not being able to spend time wif him.. i mean, dun u tink it's sad tt u're in hospital in the bed cannot move ard, then nobody comes to see u at all, then it's so lonely waiting on the bed the whole day?? so sad~~ PLS dun ask me why i got tt feeling.. i KNOW he's not human..

LOOK!!! dis was taken on the night he was "hospitalised".. it isn't clear, but if u click on the picture to get a closer look (when it's all zoomed in), don't u get a very ke lian feeling from it??? T_T my poor bag~ norm i would haf given him a name a long time ago, but really haf no idea wad to call him.. haha..

maybe i'm really going mad.. hmm.. but to me it's normal since i've been like tt since young.. even when i was a toddler, i cared a lot abt my stuff toys.. even in sec 3, when i accidentally left my phone at my dad's shop overnight, i dun worry abt wad i will miss anybody's msg or calls.. i worry tt it will feel lonely at the shop all by itself, where it's all dark and quiet.. yeah, go ahead and call me a nutcase.. =D

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