[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

[[realisty? fantasy? or fantasy? reality?]]

been having quite a lot of dreams these days.. the weird thing is tt i don't remember what i was dreaming abt when i wake up.. but i at least know tt those dreams were quite realistic.. er at least i know they weren't those kind of fantastical dreams.. but there was dis time (in reality), i was gonna ask someone smthg (i can't remember what's it's abt), but i stopped myself before i asked, cuz i suddenly got the feeling tt the smthg i was gonna ask was actually what happened in one of those dreams i had.. is it confusing? haha.. now i'm tinking tt dis incident seems to be part of my dream.. the incident being asking the person smthg and smthg turns out to be a dream.. is it confusing? haha.. oh no~ i'm getting my reality and fantasy mixed up.. now i TOTALLY understand how lunatics feel.. the confused feeling of tinking "did this thing happen? or was it a dream?"

i feel tt by typing abt the incident, it's as if i'm reminding myself tt it's smthg tt really happened, before i keep thinking tt it didn't happen.. great.. first i get rheumatism since young, then i'm a lunatic - can't tell the diff btwn reality and fantasy, and now i'm getting alzheimer's disease... great.. oh great.. i love my life so much..

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