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Sunday, September 07, 2008

[[happy birthday dina!!! i'm old~ T_T]]

happy birthday dina!!! hope u enjoy playing ur psp.. haha.. we went kublai khan mongolian bbq for buffet!!! nice to see everyone again aft the er, chalet? tink tt was the last time we saw each other.. haha.. earlier went to watch "cyborg she" wif kim at ps, then later went little india, back to dhoby ghaut, rush to sim lim, and back to dhoby ghaut.. wah~ legs so lemony.. haha.. but the buffet was quite good!!! kim dina!! let's find some time go the buffet at turf city~ haha.. anw during the dinner i felt my knee joints hurting, and i wondered if it's raining.. i wanted to say it's gonna rain, but sometimes not accurate, so i din say.. but when we left it was really raining!!! btw in case u're wondering why i know it's raining, cuz i tink i haf rheumatism.. i know i'm still "young" dun ask me why i haf rheumatism.. my dad was like "wad to do.. so young haf rheumatism alr..." haha.. kinda had dis knee joint hurting problem since young.. tink i had dis problem even b4 pri sch.. O_O hmm.. having weather-forecasting knee joints even b4 pri sch... there's something seriously wrong wif me then.. haha..

at tt time it was juz knee occasionally hurting, then my dad brought me to a doc who said "ur knee joints are still growing." but during those years one of my knee tend to hurt more than the other one.. does tt mean one is growing more than the other one? haha.. then slowly tink grow older during upper pri then it din hurt so much.. then in sec sch started hurting sometimes.. then ard sec 3-4 i developed the ability to predict the weather!!! when the place is too cold, or sometimes start raining my knees hurt.. at 1st thought is like coincidence.. but go jc onwards it's really almost every time also hurt.. then i seriously thought it's rheumatism.. but wad to do? dis kind of thing it's not like go see doc can heal.. i dun even know when it'll act up.. can only 忍 until it stops hurting.. it normally lasts a few hours.. guess it depends on the weather? the only thing i can do is tt if i'm slping, wrap a blanket ard the knee hoping tt it won't hurt so much since it's warmer wif the blanket wrapped ard it.. at least i used to do tt when i was younger.. now dun really care alr, concentrate on falling asleep so u dun feel anything.. *escapes from reality* haha.. reminds me abt the time i 1st sprained my leg.. i din know wad a sprain was at tt time (sec 3), so i din realised i act sprained my leg.. all i knew was tt my ankle was hurting a lot for a few days.. once it hurt so much tt i woke up in the middle of the night and cried cuz of the pain.. dun tink i'll ever forget abt tt pain.. it was a few days later aft tt night i cried tt i told my dad my ankle hurt cuz i couldn't stand it.. he took one look and said i sprained it cuz it was swollen.. i looked at it and it didn't look swolllen to me.. haha..

my frens said at one time: my body is tt of an elderly, i look like a teenager, and my mind is tt of a child.. so i'm a combination of all 3 stages of human life.. btw my mind is tt of a child means tt i'm childish, like i still play wif dolls (it's normal!!! i love them!!! ^^).. oh and my body is tt of an elderly is not only cuz of my "rheumatism" but also cuz i tend to get backaches for a period of time occasionally.. haha.. *wails* i'm really old~~ T_T

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