[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Monday, May 05, 2008

[[tired of everything...]]

i'm so tired of studying, so tired of life... today my dad caught me slacking (playing games instead of studying), and he told me tt it's only a while more then i can play liao.. i really couldn't concentrate.. i sighed, and looked out of the window in the pc room, looking at the grass (so green~), and the ground nv looked so tempting too... everything would end at tt moment... i dun haf to worry abt anything else... but i took into account of the grills.. and then the idea of barging into the grills seemed not bad too... and then i really had the urge to run over and jump out.. i at least wanted to bang into the grills..... hard. then i tot of if i jump out now, it'd be as if i'm flying... then i tot of the emoticon in msn tt's of a stickman walking to the edge of the building and jumping off.. and he splat on the ground wif blood.. though it was more of the process while dropping tt appealed to me.. flying~~ haha.. too bad i dun haf the pic.. it's get from other ppl one.. otherwise i put it here.. haha..

although i say i'm tired of everything, i shld be indifferent to everything.. unfortunately i'm still a pathetic human who has emotions, so even now i feel happy when i see newly uploaded animes tt i watch, excited when talking abt anime marathons, squeal and go 'kya kya kya' when i see my idols wif their latest news (on youtube videos of cuz.. i gladly go die if i saw them right in front of me personally wif my own eyes)... ah, the wonders of technology~ haha..

for ppl reading dis and are tinking tt dis is worrying, dun worry!! dis is prob juz a phase i'm going thru cuz of exams and stress.. >_< i went thru smthg similar in j1 when we had the mid-course exams.. the one deciding whether we can get on to j2.. only dis is a little bit, worse.. haha.. i'm too much of a coward to jump out of the window anw.. i'm afraid of heights.. =p

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