[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Sunday, January 20, 2008

[[serious..]]

haix.. been telling myself now tt i really haf to concentrate on studies liao.. prelims in abt march.. and honestly, my contents in my brain is still quite the same as when i started uni life.. haha.. but knowing my character, i'll be like... very distracted while trying to study, which means i need to spend A LOT of time studying.. i can wake up in the morning telling myself to study hard today, and by the end of the day, i write less than half a page of things.. tt's how distracted i am.. i'm not exactly a fast learner either (wish i was though).. (>_<) in fact i'm quite a slow learner.. haha.. i remember tt even in pri 5 i still can get the addition and multiplication of fractions mixed up.. haha..

i've been thinking... reality is cruel.. it kinda forces ppl to be not themselves? like because of the things u haf to go thru in life, u haf to be like hardworking, or smthg like tt, or u are going to have a hard time in future yada yada yada.. although ya la, there's no free lunch in the world, u can't really not do anything and expect to have something back in return.. the law of equivalent exchange: to obtain something, something of equal value must be lost.. if u want smthg, you must pay a price.. tt came from full metal alchemist.. hey, i DO learn smthg from anime aft all.. haha.. oh well.. guess i shld try to find some ways to motivate myself.. jiayou!!

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